Thursday, January 17, 2013

Get Well Soon, Mom.

Hello Thursday! It's January day 17, whoa! We've already passed over a half of the first month in 2013. Hmmm, actually there's no something special today. I just wanna tell you about my first afraid moment in early 2013. It's on January day 10. Yeah, it's been a week ago my mumsky a.k.a Mimi (yeah guys another Mimi-Pipi besides KD-Anang) had surgery to remove cysts from her breast. Why cysts? Because it isn't only a cysts but manyyyyy cysts in her breast. In the right there are 13 (if I'm not wrong) point of cysts and 11 point of cysts in the left ones. Tell me how to be okay knowing that so manyyyy cysts which fullfilled my mommy's breast. I know she hurts and I'm just trying to show that I'm okay so I can support her by saying 'Gapapa kok itu, Mih.' although in my deepest heart I feel so sad and afraid of losing her in my life :(

But, there's a way to remove her cysts, it's surgery. Yeah the doctor named dr. Hary recommended to remove those cysts by surgery. And the surgery was be healed on January 10th in Otorita Batam Hospital which near of my house (hehe). Long story short, the surgery has done after waiting about over than 9 hours. My mom entered the surgery room at 9 am but actually the surgery was started at 1 pm until 4 am. Gosh :| but I thank You God for everything. The doctor has had successful to remove the big ones from each breast (right and left). Surgery rockssss!!! But why don't the doctor remove all the cysts? Because he said that another small cysts can be removed by medicine and treatment. And now my mom should control continuously until all cysts has been removed from her breast. Although the doctor said that the cysts aren't danger but it should be remove to prevent the cysts are being the dangerious one. I hope all things are going okay, my mom are getting more better everyday there's no the 3rd surgery in her life (the 1 surgery was healed on 2006, cyst surgery, but only one cyst).

Get well soon mom, I love you. I believe God heal all your pains, not only cysts. He's the best Doctor than doctors and He'll take care of you.
Get well soon mom, I love you.

Wednesday, January 09, 2013

Midnight Post

I know life is not always about me, my self, and mine. Life is about what's Jesus wants me to do. Yeah, life is about doing His words, His will, and His plans. Because my life and your life, even this universe are His creations. So I give all of my life in His hands, let He holds my heart, so He can do anything on me because I know His works are always good and always for my goodnesses (Rome 8:28).
Even if problems come and go, storm or many obtacles on my way, I believe He moreeee and moreeee stronger of all because He's the strongest so He can strengthen me to overcome all of those tests with excellent. Yeah, just because He's excellent!
And this is my current favourite song, yeah because I just found this new song while I was searching songs on Google (thanks, Google!). It's tiltled 'Lebih Lama Lagi' by Dewi Guna. And here the lyrics are:
Tiada laut yang terlalu dalam
Tiada gunung yang teramat tinggi
Saat Engkau Bapa menggandeng tanganku
Lewati laut gunung kehidupan

Takkan dapat aku bayangkan
Arungi hidup tanpaMu Tuhan
Hatiku rindu bersamaMu
Lebih dan lebih lama lagi Tuhan