Untouchable

Untouchable like a distant diamond skyI'm reaching out and I just can't tell you whyI'm caught up in you, I'm caught up in you
Untouchable, burning brighter than the sunAnd when you're close, I feel like coming undone
In the middle of the night when I'm in this dreamIt's like a million little stars spelling out your nameYou gotta come on, come on, say that we'll be togetherCome on, come on, little taste of heaven
It's half full and I won't wait here all dayI know you're saying that you'd be here anywayBut you're untouchable, burning brighter than the sunNow that you're close, I feel like coming undone
In the middle of the night when I'm in this dreamIt's like a million little stars spelling out your nameYou gotta come on, come on, say that we'll be togetherCome on, come on, oh
In the middle of the night waking from this dreamI wanna feel you by my side, standing next to meYou gotta come on, come on, say that we'll be togetherCome on, come on, little taste of heaven
I'm caught up in youOh, oh, oh
But your untouchable, burning brighter than the sunNow that you're close, I feel like coming undone
In the middle of the night when I'm in this dreamIt's like a million little stars spelling out your nameYou gotta come on, come on, say that we'll be togetherCome on, come on, oh
In the middle of the night when I'm in this dreamIt's like a million little stars spelling out your nameYou gotta come on, come on, say that we'll be togetherCome on, come on, come on
In the middle of the night waking from this dreamI wanna feel you by my side, standing next to meYou gotta come on, come on, say that we'll be togetherCome on, come on, little taste of heaven
And in the middle of the night when I'm in this dreamIt's like a million little stars spelling out your nameYou gotta come on, come on, come on, come onCome on, come on, oh, oh, oh
Like a million little stars spelling out your nameThey're spelling out your name, oh

Blessings

Found this song while I'm seeking for a song for PMK this Monday and absolutely going to be my current favourite song. I've been hearing this song before, but just a little bit. I've heard this whole song and I definitely looooove this song. You can find the video on Youtube. Listen the song and enjoy every deep meaning lyric :)

http://youtu.be/1CSVqHcdhXQ

BLESSINGS

by Laura Story

We pray for blessings, we pray for peace
Comfort for family, protection while we sleep
We pray for healing, for prosperity
We pray for Your mighty hand to ease our suffering
And all the while, You hear each spoken need
Yet love us way too much to give us lesser things

'Cause what if your blessings come through rain drops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You're near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

We pray for wisdom, Your voice to hear
We cry in anger when we cannot feel You near
We doubt your goodness, we doubt your love
As if every promise from Your word is not enough
And all the while, You hear each desperate plea
And long that we'd have faith to believe

'Cause what if your blessings come through rain drops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You're near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

When friends betray us
When darkness seems to win
We know that pain reminds this heart
That this is not,
This is not our home
It's not our home

'Cause what if your blessings come through rain drops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You're near

What if my greatest disappointments or the aching of this life
Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can't satisfy
What if trials of this life
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are your mercies in disguise

The Conversations

"Yaudah sih, soal laku ga laku kan cuma masalah waktu aja!"  

"Iya, masalah waktu. Itu yang pertama. Yang kedua, dijual dimana. Jualan emas di pasar ikan? Ya ga laku."

The conversations between me and Bang Joy, 2 days ago.

Happy birthday, Papih

Hello Friday! As always, let's shout,"THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY!"

Today is Friday 5th. And it's April. Wait, did I miss something? Today is my Dadski's birthday! Huwow! 

I wanna say happy birthday Papih. Happy 52 and always be forever 25! :p

Although you're so far far away but my prayer always goes to you, Pih. I miss you so mucho and I love you more ❤

Filipi 1:3 & I love you, dear Vera Effier Karolina Tambunan

18 Februari 2013.

Hari di mana kamu melepas atribut ke-mahasiswi-anmu dan bersiap memasuki dunia kerja yang penuh tantangan. Hari di mana kamu tidak lagi pusing memikirkan urusan perkuliahan namun sibuk memikirkan kebaya apa yang akan kamu kenakan di hari wisuda nanti. Hari di mana kamu bukan lagi menjadi tanggungan orangtua sepenuhnya, melainkan belajar untuk menghidupi diri sendiri dengan jerih payahmu. Selamat, Vera Effier Karolina Tambunan, ST. Kamu berhasil. Kamu berhasil menyelesaikan 4 tahun kewajibanmu di bangku kuliah. Sekali lagi selamat, Vera Effier Karolina Tambunan, ST.

Diperbolehkan Tuhan untuk mengenalmu itu anugerah untukku, ketika kamu dipercayakan untuk menjadi Pemimpin Kelompok Kecil (PKK)-ku dan Oki, Saudara Kelompok Kecilku (SKK). Jujur, hal yang pertama kali terlintas adalah takut, takut untuk memulai sesuatu yang baru dengan orang yang baru. Aku ragu untuk mengenalmu lebih dalam karena aku takut, takut ditinggalkan seperti PKK ku yang sebelumnya. Tapi aku tau ketakutanku itu cuma sia-sia ketika aku melihatmu secara lebih dekat, melihatmu berbicara, bahasa tubuhmu... aku mau, mau mengenalmu lebih dekat. Aku ingat pertama kali bertemu denganmu, kamu dengan hebohnya membawakan aku dan Oki seloyang pizza dan beberapa beng-beng lalu mengatakan bahwa itu semua kamu beli dengan menggunakan gajimu. Kurang so sweet apa coba? Sejujurnya aku melting diperlakukan seperti itu tau tidak, I love the way you care me. Selanjutnya, kamu melakukan pendekatan-pendekatan dengan games ringan yang tanpa sadar aku pun larut di dalamnya dan benar-benar melupakan semua ketakutanku. Yeah, I love the way you makes me laugh.

Itu baru pertemuan pertama. Selanjutnya masih ada pertemuan-pertemuan yang juga menyenangkan. Pertemuan-pertemuan yang tidak sia-sia, yang tidak hanya berlalu dengan haha-hihi semata atau membicarakan cowok, tapi lebih dari itu. Belajar firman Tuhan, sharing kehidupan, saling mengingatkan, bahkan saling menguatkan dan yang terutama, aku belajar akan kasih Kristus karena aku melihat kasih-Nya ada di dalammu. Terima kasih Pekakahku, aku senang sekali :)

Dan sekarang, aku hanya bisa terdiam. Di hari yang membahagiakan bagimu aku hanya bisa terdiam di kamar dan membuka bingkisan pemberianmu yang seharusnya kamu berikan saat valentine 14 Februari kemarin. Jadi ini ceritanya kado valentine darimu yang tertunda. Hehehe. Ternyata aku dapat boneka smile yang (jujur saja) mirip dengan boneka pemberian Kak Nadia waktu ulangtahunku yang ke-20 kemarin. Wow, does it make a sense? :p

Bingkisan cantik berpita pink tersebut bukan hanya berisi boneka smile, namun coklat pink-putih berbentuk kelopak bunga lengkap dengan tangkainya. Dan ternyata coklat tersebut dibuat sendiri olehmu. Gosh, I love you! :* lalu ada amplop kecil yang sudah kuduga pasti surat. Daaaan ternyata di dalam amplop pink tersebut terdapat sepucuk kartu pink yang tidak kalah unyu nya berisi tulisan tangan darimu. Yang isinya begini:

Filipi 1:3Hai kamu wanita cantik Allah... :DSenang mengenalmu dek... berbagi hidup bersamamu.Sangat cepat, terlalu cepat waktu berlalu dan hal itu membuatku sadar akan Anugerah kesempatan yang diberi Tuhan buat mengenalmu..Tetap jadi adik yang polos yah...hehe.. yang mau belajar dari kesalahan, yang mau bertumbuh dan meminta maaf kepada orang-orang yang mungkin pernah tersakiti...Semoga hari kasih itu selalu hadir di dalam hidupmu setiap detik seperti kasih Kristus yang lebih dulu menyapa hidup kita... (:"I don't know how much you love for me, It's doesn't matter because I know your love for your God... It's ENOUGH for me" ... :DAku menemukan Kristus di dalam hidupmu dek dan nyatakanlah selalu bagi orang-orang disekitarmu..semoga kamu juga menemukan Kristus dalam hidupku dek..

With love, Vera.

AAAAK, gimana ga melting?! 

Terima kasih, kamu, wanita yang kutemui pertama kali di tahun 2013 dengan tubuh yang makin mengurus. Terimakasih, kamu, Kak Vera. Meresponi kalimat terakhir suratmu, aku menemukan kasih Kristus di dalammu, Kak. Semakin kumengenalmu, semakin kumelihat kasihNya di dalammu. Dan aku bahagia semakin mengenal Kristus di dalammu. 

Terimakasih, kamu, Pekakahku yang lucu-chubby-ngegemesin-tapi-dewasa. Terimakasih, kamu, yang sudah mengingatkanku banyak hal. Untuk setiap persoalan hidupku yang aku sendiri terkadang malas untuk memikirkannya, tapi kamu, kamu selalu jadi pribadi yang mengingatkanku untuk tidak pernah melupakan kasih Kristus. Untuk terus mengasihi sampai tersakiti. 

Aku mengasihimu Pekakah. Ini bukan gombal. Dan ntah harus berapa kali aku menyebut kalimat ini supaya kamu tau kalau aku benar-benar mengasihimu. Kurasa kamu pun tau tanpa harus terlontarkan. Kamu sendiri pun merasakannya, kan?

Aku mengasihimu, Vera Effier Karolina Tambunan, ST. 

Get Well Soon, Mom.

Hello Thursday! It's January day 17, whoa! We've already passed over a half of the first month in 2013. Hmmm, actually there's no something special today. I just wanna tell you about my first afraid moment in early 2013. It's on January day 10. Yeah, it's been a week ago my mumsky a.k.a Mimi (yeah guys another Mimi-Pipi besides KD-Anang) had surgery to remove cysts from her breast. Why cysts? Because it isn't only a cysts but manyyyyy cysts in her breast. In the right there are 13 (if I'm not wrong) point of cysts and 11 point of cysts in the left ones. Tell me how to be okay knowing that so manyyyy cysts which fullfilled my mommy's breast. I know she hurts and I'm just trying to show that I'm okay so I can support her by saying 'Gapapa kok itu, Mih.' although in my deepest heart I feel so sad and afraid of losing her in my life :(

But, there's a way to remove her cysts, it's surgery. Yeah the doctor named dr. Hary recommended to remove those cysts by surgery. And the surgery was be healed on January 10th in Otorita Batam Hospital which near of my house (hehe). Long story short, the surgery has done after waiting about over than 9 hours. My mom entered the surgery room at 9 am but actually the surgery was started at 1 pm until 4 am. Gosh :| but I thank You God for everything. The doctor has had successful to remove the big ones from each breast (right and left). Surgery rockssss!!! But why don't the doctor remove all the cysts? Because he said that another small cysts can be removed by medicine and treatment. And now my mom should control continuously until all cysts has been removed from her breast. Although the doctor said that the cysts aren't danger but it should be remove to prevent the cysts are being the dangerious one. I hope all things are going okay, my mom are getting more better everyday there's no the 3rd surgery in her life (the 1 surgery was healed on 2006, cyst surgery, but only one cyst).

Get well soon mom, I love you. I believe God heal all your pains, not only cysts. He's the best Doctor than doctors and He'll take care of you.

Get well soon mom, I love you.

Midnight Post

I know life is not always about me, my self, and mine. Life is about what's Jesus wants me to do. Yeah, life is about doing His words, His will, and His plans. Because my life and your life, even this universe are His creations. So I give all of my life in His hands, let He holds my heart, so He can do anything on me because I know His works are always good and always for my goodnesses (Rome 8:28).

Even if problems come and go, storm or many obtacles on my way, I believe He moreeee and moreeee stronger of all because He's the strongest so He can strengthen me to overcome all of those tests with excellent. Yeah, just because He's excellent!

And this is my current favourite song, yeah because I just found this new song while I was searching songs on Google (thanks, Google!). It's tiltled 'Lebih Lama Lagi' by Dewi Guna. And here the lyrics are:

Tiada laut yang terlalu dalam

Tiada gunung yang teramat tinggi

Saat Engkau Bapa menggandeng tanganku

Lewati laut gunung kehidupan

Takkan dapat aku bayangkan

Arungi hidup tanpaMu Tuhan

Hatiku rindu bersamaMu

Lebih dan lebih lama lagi Tuhan